so, I'm in Canada now

Doesn't really feel or look extremely different, sans Christine and Terry being here. I've missed her bunches and I've missed being able to share where I'm at with things and have her know exactly what that feels like since she's dealt with it before. Somehow, sometime soon this all (life) has to get better. I still feel like I'm in such a weird place with nearly everything: friends, God, family, life and what it means to live it, grief, relationships, etc.