at the Crossroads...

I’m making a left. Wait, maybe it’s a right. A lot of what was said resonated with me. It’s valuable. I’m looking forward to seeing how this is lived out.

sweet mistake

the best that i could do
was to give myself to you
but you made me take it back
when i yelled your name
but you never came

it’s not easier the way things were
you can’t ignore the sound
of your heart breaking
yes it’s breaking

you wanna run me out
you wanna push it down
where no one else can see
yeah no one else but me
oh baby let it go, oh let it overflow
cuz when you’re listening
there is no braver thing


~no braver thing by adrianne.

rush, rush, rush

i've been busy lately. mostly with work stuff lately. it's good, but I don't often have time to update or think about anything other than work stuff.

maybe an update will come soon.

"I never thought..."

Bothered is playing on ben's lappy; it's the one from the Besides album. How did I miss this version for so long? Good stuff. Thanks Ben and Mike.

and now latter days is playing. mmm.

six years

Working my way to a decade, already passed the halfway mark. My "review" happened last week and I was very happy with the results. This year should be good as I continue to learn and grow and prove myself.

can't get enough of:

AUGUSTANA "BOSTON"

in the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed... you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,when flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
when they see youyou said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

she said I think I'll go to boston...
i think I'll start a new life,
i think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
i'll get out of california, I'm tired of the weather,
i think I'll get a lover and fly em out to spain...
i think I'll go to boston,i think that I'm just tired
i think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
i think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...
boston... where no one knows my name...

what's that I hear?

thursdays parking garage conversation:

“You know, you’re a really nice person.”
I smiled.
“I’ve been thinking about you too much.”
I laugh, not believing him.
“No, really, I have.”
Wait, what is that I hear?


"It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)"